Yep it's still set to friends only, so you dont have to worry!!!

Take it easy...look forward to reading your new diary

Only

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Hey, so glad you popped in to say hi! Sorry to hear about Mel, that is bad news......a move will be the making of you! Glad that all is going well with your music too!!!

So what blog are you writing in now? I may just pop in and say hi there!!!

Take care

Hugs

Only

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Great catch! hehehe...  Goodluck and GodbLesS

Be positive..........negative attracts negative...sounds like you are doing ok....and you'll get used to the new job.......I hate change LOL

xxx

You mean you didnt perform CPR on the little critter?? LOL........bad dog!!

Glad you hung on to your licence......keep trucking

Izzy

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Yes you moron (LOL), it's a chemical, pheromone hormone thing..........also has to be a feeling from the heart..........doesn't it? Oh no, I forgot....you're a guy!!!! LMAO

Hugs

Only

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Hmmm thats a hard one for sure....although I understand you dont want to move out, you're not being honest with her...or being true to yourself.........but hey, dont listen to me I'm the last person to give advice LOL...just take care and keep chanting, the answer will come........

Have a great Sunday

Only

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Yeah I can believe the stooopid mistake the nurse made......frightening though isnt it?

There's so much violence everywhere, I dont know whats happened to the kids  on this planet.........its all down to lack of respect, for themselves for each other and just generally I think...............whats with knives and guns anyway??????? jEEZ.............breathe in and breathe out,,,,,,LOL

Congrats on the weight loss by the way.

Hugs

Only

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Congrats on the new job...........keep chanting.........and give peas a chants!!! Glad you're dog is behaving.......mine is definitely suffering from me being at work all day............but ohh so glad to see me when I get home....at least someone loves me!

Happy Monday

Only

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Sounds territorial to me too............keep calm..breathe in......breathe out........!!!!

Chant!

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It really doesnt matter what anyone thinks as long as whoever you're doing it with is happy and you dont hurt anyone along the way..............good luck with the sounds

Izzy

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listen here dolly

i dont care much for your

whatever youd doing

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yeah

Well as you long as you have fun while it lasts...and make it a positive experience..........LOL

Izzy

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Wow, I didn't expect this. I'm sorry if I was too harsh in my comments, I was kind of in a pissy mood that day. I'm glad, though, that unlike people on here who are harsh jerks and close-minded, you actually made clear what you meant. Thank you.

Maggie

We fought for freedom of speech and  while others may not agree with what you say, they should always uphold your right to say it....otherwise what do we have.......fascism.

I actually agreed with your thoughs, obvously I knew you didnt mean ALL muslims........but I guess its a touchy subject.....

Hope you're ok

Only

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i havnt read your thoughts but i agree that you have a right to your thoughts and beliefs. maybe people need to remember that this is also your journal where you can put down thoughts and emotions. i have been offended by peoples entries but i dont tell them how they should think. most the time i just leave the entry. maybe these other people need to do the same. but hey this is only a suggestion. laters

vaniea

Uh oh!!!! I think what you are really saying is that selling these six ports would be risking the security of the USA. Of course you know that not all Muslims are fanatics, but it's the one's who are that  are the danger........I dont see it has any bearing on what political side you are on......or actually what race or religion.........no-one wants to be blown up by anyone....Jeez!

I'm here at work, hating every minute of it, but at least I can delve in MDD occasionally........hope you have a good day P....take care

Only

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If you wanted to make it clear that you were only anti-fanatic, you should have stated this in your entry so as to make it clear.

I wrote this entry close to two thirty in the morning. I am sick. I am on sinus medication and nose spray. I cannot think as clearly as usual, so please pardon any sort of mistake I use with word choice.

Excuse me! I'm a democrat too, and I really dislike a sh*tload of republicans, but this is very racist! Not all Muslims are fanatics! Stop dissing Mohommed because some of his followers are fanatics! If your'e going to do that, you might as well diss every other religion in the world. Each one has them. Stop generalizing that all Muslims are evil. I could do the same to you, and I"m guessing you and no one would like that. It's fine to be against the terrorists, but leave the innocent followers out.

Maggie.

Hey! I'm really glad you're back...........!!!!!!

Hope things are well with you, they suck here! LOL.....Its bloody freezing here....did you mention the word "sun"???? What the f*** is that ??? LOL

Look forward to hearing all your news......

Later

Only

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Really cool o hear from you again...I wondered how things were for you...crap here as you can see....thanks to Bathmate yet again!!!

Luckily  dont want to go to heaven.....but I dont want the " famous final scene" either.......great song by Bob seger dont ya think?

Happy New year....I hope it turns out to be a great one

xxx

WOW!!! BIG WOW!!

Congratulations....I'm soo jealous!!!

You deserve to be loved...now just take care

Hugs

Only

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I'm just glad you're ok!!! Sorry about the band situation.......glad you're getting into shape.....and spoke to Betty....and things are good with Jeanine...........things are ok with Bathmate....well they got really good then he blocked me.......( scared I suspect of being so close).......well take it easy, hope your brother sorts things out soon...take care and be happy

Love

Only

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Are you ok? havent heard from you for a while.....just wondered!

Take care

Only

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Well sounds like things are on the up. Think carefully before deciding not to buy your apartment. Bricks and mortar are always a good investment and if you get to the point where you go on tour,you could always rent it out and that would generatea bit more income.........

Music first......got your priorities sorted then!

Have a great weekend

Only

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Isnt it just important to find the truth about you and who you are, to do your best and to make a difference whatever you do?......I know I searched for years and years for the great cosmic truth........then I realised its inside of me.......now  just strive to be my best, accept whoI am, and the gifts I was given and use them to te best of my ability........everything is an illusion......therefore you have no reason not to be at peace....everything stays thesame until it changes.

Hugs

Only

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Thank you for your comment in my diary entry and thank you for pointing out my spelling error. Colombia. Not Columbia. I usually use spell check before I finish my entry. For some reason. It must have gotten over looked.

Prioritise.....project first sex second......LOL.......listen to me......LOL....

Hugs

Only

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Be good when your brother is closer....will give you something else to think about!!!

Bathmate came back from Italy last night....we talked...he said he would loike to come over Friday.................................and then he blocked me......LOL...................sigh!

Hugs

Only

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I live a buddist way of life......( well thats what buddism is right!?).....and I have learnt from years of heartbreak and suffering just to let go....( it doesnt always work but I try!) It's all an illusion anyway, why do we put our selves through it? I found a video of the Dalai Lama making a speech ( cnn.com then videos then search it's on page 5 of the lists) he dumbs it down to the basics....." stop quarrelling, stop grieving and causing yourself to suffer....this century should be the Century of Compassion.............................................true buddahood.

I try to let go when Bathmate blocks me........when I do.....it's not nearly so painful.......

Once you let go it will flow back to you.

Hugs

Only

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Uh oh!!!! Nothing worse than a possessive woman...looks like you'll have to make music your woman and just have great sex with yourself for a while......LOL...until something wonderful comes along.

Hugs

Only

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You should be proud of your willingness to go, helping people in need is what makes the world a better place.  Doing it without accolades is even more important and your willingness to do your bit is fantastic

Well Done mate

RYN: Yes, I joke about him blocking me...( it's more subtle!!)...he just says he dpesnt want to talk to anyone and so blocks everyone..........he has a sad history.......but I still find it hard, but hey, if he's the one I want.....then I have to accept it.........we talked today for hours by the way...seems he's come out of his hell again!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Hugs

Only

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I wondered if you'd be sent to New Orleans, sorry it didnt work out.....but seems they still havent got enough help...so maybe.......!

Have a great weekend and hope Jeanine has a very happy birthday

Hugs

Only

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I'm so pleased for you................!!!

Meanwhile the douche bag is still blocking me, but came round briefly yesterday to my house.....wtf???

Hugs

only

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Bummer about the kids..........must be difficult for her too, have no idea how you'll manage a relationship with her and not the kids, LOL.......but hey I really hope it works out for ya.

Yes he's being a douche bag.......he's very good at it too.........:(

Take care.........and by the way I'm sure you know, but the music business is a bitch......pity you're not over here. I have contacts.....but hey.......... keep trying, be determined and positive and dont give up

Hugs

Only

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Dont look and she'll find you.......

Hugs

Only

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And why would you want her to be there...you HATE her remember!......I know I know it's not that easy............I really do feel for you...hey it may happen to me soon too..........

Have a cookie

Hugs

Only

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Hate is a waste of really strong energy........try to let go.......if you hate her then why did you want her in the first place, it seems she's done nothing but mess you around and mess with your head......forget her, she doesnt deserve you.....put your energy into something positive.

I've been so bored I've been looking at Google earth and looking at the rooftops in Tohyo, wow they all have something on them...golf courses, swimming pools.....I also took a trip into Beverly Hills............then Rodeo Drive, then vegas, the Grnad Canyon, then pooped in to Dubai to see Bathmate!!! LOL.......f***ing great programme..................

Hugs

Only

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E = mc².

Yay for you....so things are looking up......good!

Hugs

Only

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I know it's hard but dont get bitter and twisted...it doesnt suit you, you're better than that......and you deserve someone better than that.....anger and grief and whatever it is will eat away at you.....let go.......be positive..........move on...show her you can do it. If she's really like you say in this entry...why the f*** do you want to be with her anyway.........LOL

Take care of you

Hugs

Only

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wowsers I just read that you chant Nam Myoho Renge Kyo and just wanted to

congratulate you! There may be times when it is a struggle to chant but in my

experience the sustaining joys will bring you unimagined benefits!!! Keep it

up and get ready for an ensuing, awesome life!!!

I am also a lapsed Nichiren Shoshu bhuddist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nam yo ho renge kyo........

Hugs

Only

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Shit....I dont know what to say babe...........I'm soooo sorry. I know how that feels...maybe thats what I do wrong too....boosts Bathmates ego, so he thinks he's f***ing wonderful and then goes out and f***s someone else...........what can I say, I can come up with all the stoopid f***ing sayings on the planet....but its not going to mend your broken heart...............dont hate life...show her you can do without her.....women hate that..........thats the only suggestion I have.............thinking of you.

Please take care

Hugs

Only

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RYN: LOL!!!! I nearly WAS the one with a machine gun taking out the band!!! I was soo blonde to think I'd find him...I just thought it would be so easy........ya know just like we met......sigh...I watch too many movies thats my problem!!>.......forever the romantic...:(

Hugs

Only

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Oh gawd!!!!!!!!

What is happening with us and our relationships???

I dont know......damned if I do...damned if I dont........trouble is I love and give too much...and never demand anything in return......I'm always left feeling empty and uncertain.

It has to get better!!!

Only

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i don't believe that anyone has the ability to turn off their feelings and emotions at the door and have sex with absolutely no ties. if i had to make a judgement call, i'd say that she's just scared. scared of commentment, scared of where the relationship would go if it was to progress, scared of letting herself get too attached to you, to anyone. give her some time to sort things out on her own and then talk to her. don't be pushy or invasive, but just let her know that you understand. that you're willing to take it slow and not jump back into a relationship too quickly. she'll come around. good luck:-)

Jeez, sounds like you're in love with the female version of Bathmate.......I know why he's so scared of commiting but why is Betty.............it really does suck being in love with someone that seems unable to love you back.........Bathmate has already tried telling me we are just f***ing.........what for three years??? I dont think so, but if thats how he gets his head around it...so be it, but it doesnt leave me with much.....and I should imagine you feel the same way......I love Bathmate to pieces....but.....................

I hope you work it out

Only

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if i was you i'd try 2 forget about her she was just using you and nobody deserves to be treated that way. you deserve better. as hard as it is try to forget about her and try to move on at the end of the day its her loss not yours. she doesn't deserve you as she is hurting you. if you move on she will. try to talk about it. if she doesn't feel the same way then try to accept it because she's wasting your time and if you let her treat you like this she will hurt you more and more.

Crazy Chick

Oh f***" What's going on now??? Maybe I should battent eh hatches as far as Bathmate is concerned...since what happens to you seems to kinda happen to me and visa versa..................somethings not quite right about this thing with Betty.....do you smell a rat or some kind of small rodent here.....I think I do....but f*** I hope I;m wrong.......................how very weird!

Take care

Only

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LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I will send you pics of the magnets!!!!!!!!!!!!

You crack me up......!

Only

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Well you're doing everything you can to make your project work.....I hope you get the pager and overtime.....and that Hollywood goes brilliantly!

Only

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LOL.....I have pics too and vids!!!!!!! And I'm not going to post them either!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was a weird one for me too................maybe it's the planet and not me at all..................damned if I know anymore!! Today Bathmate seems ok.............sigh.....I dont understand anything!

Only

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Ooooh I'm so glad things are going from strength to strength with Betty................things are still fine with me and Bathmate....he's in Europe right now, home tonight, but has text e and called me.....!!! ( unheard of!!)...............arent f***ing thoughtless neighbours a pain!

Have a very good weekend

Only

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Thanks for your comment.  Basically if you are not down right "IN" with the black crowd; most poeple dont use sista/brotha.  It just seems a little out of place for them to hear it form someone who isnt black.

Its like you are hispanic and I call you my brotha when I am not Hispanic.

Saying someone is a  sista is a complement.....but like I said if you arent black or "IN" the black thang category....just stick to calling um what they prefer.  I find black guys/girls dont mind being adressed with  "what up?"

No title necessary...just  "what up"  thats probably as close as youll get for now :)  Good luck...feel free to keep me posted.

LOL...last time me and Bathmate had Al Fresco sex was Boxing Day...it was freeeeeezing cold....and we drove to some god forsaken park out in the country..........my arse was hanging out of the passenger side as he and me f***ed doggy style....I swear I didnt feel the cold.............LOL............but we were so horny and my daughter was at home in those days....so thats what we used to do...........and boy it was fun.......now we have the Thai hut in the garden to christen!!!!

Glad you're happy.......I do my Reiki 1 on Thursday........think of me will ya.....!

Take care

Only

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Its the same here...................I agree....f*** THEM ALL.

oNLY

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I am so sorry to hear of your loss of a dear friend and drummer Doug.............my daughters father Simon King was the drummer of Hawkwind and session musician, exceedingly talented too............my boys father was a synthesizer player......my dearest friend Philthy Animal Taylor (ex drummer of Motorhead) an ex lover and still a very dear buddy, I cant imagine losing any of them.............though come pretty close a few times *G*.....................must be a dreadful shock for you.

R.I.P. Doug Meis..............

As for "Betty".....patience my friend....you'll get there.......I am....and I'm still not really there and we're three years on!!!

Take care....remember the good times

Hugs

Only

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Weird she doesnt want you to read her blog.....if she hasnt got anything to hide. Trust takes a long time to regain.................if you want her my advice would be to stick with it, be patient............hey, I've been doing this with Bathmate for 3 years now, he got very badly burnt, I dont even know how or why, he wont talk about it, thats how bad it must have been.....but I've been patient, I trust him ( most of the time!!) he has his freedom....I have mine, and when we come together it's fantastic.......now he seems to be able to trust me a little more, knows I dont have an agenda, I dont "want" anything and I'm not demanding...........I have faith it will work once he regains his trust in women............it takes time, but if its worth it.........hey!

And remember every pebble you throw into the water makes ripples.................

Bathmate didnt come over last night, he ate something in a Mall and got sick.............typical!!! never mind, there's always another weekend!

Have a great week and take care

Only

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I was that girl before. I can tell you why I was afraid to commit. I really liked the guy I was with, but the way we got together was complicated. I was recently single from a serious relationship and did not want the title of girlfriend. I was kinda seeing him because I liked the sex and he was a genuinely nice guy. I came to love him the more I got to know him, but I was terribly afraid to start being serious with someone again because

1) I was afriad of being hurt again and didn't want to let another person have the oppurtunity to hurt me

2) I wanted to keep my options open because being newly single was nice

3) I was still seeing other people

Stick with it if you really love her, she will come around. It took months for me to finally allow him to call me his girlfriend. I wish I had let him in earlier, but that was the way of me. Him waiting for me showed me that he really wanted to be with me, and not just for the sex. We are married now :)

your perceptive is very good! Let her go and do what she wants! move on to another chapter in your life. next time you meet someone you will be careful! Don't jump in the sack! sex isn't everything. Don't feel, why buy the cow when I can get the milk for free! Treat her with respect, and you will know if she is for real. She may end up being the mother of your babies . Of course marry first! smile -holla back

yssim

The paraplegic guy is probably your angel now..............

See thats what I mean........you're going great guns with Nettie and it's the same for me with Bathmate.....................must be planetry stuff............anyway long may it last for both of us.

Have a cool weekend, I thoroughly intend to!

Only

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Nothing wrong with being a happy dork.....and anyway I dont believe you're a dork!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a very happy blonde at the moment.......are we having parallel love affairs?......oh just a thought.....and a blonde one at that!

Good title for a movie..."The Happy Dork and Blonde"!!!!!!!!! LOL......#

Off to bed...need to re-energise!

Night night

Only

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I'm ok! I couldnt get online yesterday, all phone lines were down.

I'm so glad things are well with you.

Thankyou so much for caring.......means a lot

Only

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Arent those great sweeps of hormones/pheromones fantastic!!! LOL

Happy for you

Only

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Well Marathon Man...I'm impressed!!!

I'm sorry about what happened between you and Nettie...........the trouble is we all have so much baggage, especially when we've been hurt big time... :(...........

Have fun tommorrow

Only

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happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!!

xxx

Glad you sorted things out with Nettie. I hate fiighting, always hits me in the gut............

Take care

Only

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ha! if ur tryin to get in his diary, y dont u type in the screen name, click 4 got password, get in and read it? i no, im a criminal mastermind! ha! yeah right. or u could wait till he commented on ur diary or he posts another entry but that might be a while. i no this may be a little nosey but im just tryin to help.

Ouch!

xxx

Uh oh!!!!!!!!! I was just going to say........that doctors, lawyers, teachers, etc bla bla bladi bla yadda yadda take cocaine, they also may drink, but it is only the ones that ABUSE either alcohol, drugs or even food that get f***ed up.....................whats wrong with odd gram, or the odd bottle of wine, or the odd ( yuk) McDonalds...................I admit I take drugs, I use it to draw and write, it doesnt use me....and there's the difference...................anyway, I tried to help, but looks like I didn't!

Have a toot and f*** it!

Only

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You know, I said I wouldn't comment here, but that whole thing about what I said sounding like it came straight out of some gov't guidebook is exactly what I was talking about.  You want to sit here and pretend like you're so freaking enlightened, but label me conservative (which is not even true, but if it makes you feel better go with it) and act like I don't have an original thought in my head.  For your information, I've had people in my family whose life had been very screwed up because of drug use, so excuse me if I don't find it attractive.  Also, stop putting words in my mouth.  I never said alcohol was good.  If I met a guy that drank excessively, I wouldn't want to be with him either because I also have people in my family whose lives have been messed up because of that. 

Then you start talking bs about balance and me balancing you, but whenever I assert a thought that is opposite of what you choose to believe, then I'm just being conservative and I'm not thinking things through and in the end you're just the same person you always were doing the same things you always wanted to do and what am I left with? 

Fact is that whenever I assert myself, you run.  I am so tired of you.  You want to be with me so bad, but you still don't know a damn thing about compromise.

You know, I said I wouldn't comment here, but that whole thing about what I said sounding like it came straight out of some gov't guidebook is exactly what I was talking about.  You want to sit here and pretend like you're so freaking enlightened, but label me conservative (which is not even true, but if it makes you feel better go with it) and act like I don't have an original thought in my head.  For your information, I've had people in my family whose life had been very screwed up because of drug use, so excuse me if I don't find it attractive.  Also, stop putting words in my mouth.  I never said alcohol was good.  If I met a guy that drank excessively, I wouldn't want to be with him either because I also have people in my family whose lives have been messed up because of that. 

Then you start talking bs about balance and me balancing you, but whenever I assert a thought that is opposite of what you choose to believe, then I'm just being conservative and I'm not thinking things through and in the end you're just the same person you always were doing the same things you always wanted to do and what am I left with? 

Fact is that whenever I assert myself, you run.  I am so tired of you.  You want to be with me so bad, but you still don't know a damn thing about compromise.

Musta been something in the air yesterday.................it was a crap day for me too...................and I do  coke sometimes too...............I'd rather do that than get drunk...............but hey, it's occasional, it's sociable, and I f***ing like it!!!!!!!!!Alcohol is far worse if taken in extreme and the figures prove it..................but hey, it's not my call................what I'm trying to say I guess is everything in moderation is ok..............funny how people say alcohol is ok because it's legal................oh well, today MUST be better...................have a good one.

Hugs

Only

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Shit being broke is a veritable pain in the arse!!!!!!!!

I hope things work out between you and Nettie andyou find someway of making money........................I need to do that too................writing is just not coming together for me right now.

Take care..............Dogbeast says hi to Ben!

Only

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Love and sex....f***ing and making love..............now there's a conundrum..............I still dont know where I am with Bathmate, we've been f***ing /making love/having fun...for three years.....I make love and f*** and so does he, but as far as where we are in terms of a relationship......I have no idea anymore................he said we were just having a passionate sexual affair................now after three years I think its deeper than that...but he says nothing....and nor do I in case he runs.................LOL......oh what a tangled web we weave.........................

Good luck with Nettie.............

Only

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I'm in love with my b/f and idk I've never been like how you are with your two girls. Just one the to think about that people always tell me is to fallow your heart. I know it's hard but sometimes its not. The only preson that I would stop cutting for is my b/f and that has helped me so much. I've never felt this way about anyone and I hope that him and I last forever. He's already said that he wants to marry me...and he's getting me a ring and he doesnt know that I know that he is......but that tells me that he really does care about me alot if he's getting a ring, and saying the things that he does. I dont know if any of the things that I've told you has helped or not but maybe you could help me and if I can help you by talking then I will.

[carol14]

LOL..........you crack me up..........knocking one out in the rest room!!!!!!!!!! Still when needs must and all that!!

Hope you have a good time with your Dad........so sorry his wife couldnt be there...............................NOT!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great weekend

Only

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You sound like such a good guy, with a HUGE heart...........I believe you can be in love with two people at once....even if one is your ex.......I think I was once....now I'm not sure what love is anymore.......LOL

Take care

Only

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Way to go!

I just left a note for "WEBCAM" in my diary...............what is wrong with these bitter and twisted people?

Consider yourself hugged

Only

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i am sorry to here about your ex...love is such a confusing but wonderful expierence and remember everything happens for a reason...if u and her were ment to be then it would have happened..god has a plan for you and her weither it be for u all to be together or apart.. love always

*~*marisa~*~

You and Nettie sound like me and Bathmate, thought its interesting to read it from a guy's perspective....apparently we are having a "passionate sexual affair" but not a "relationship".....????? ( Confuses the hell out of me!) anyway if hats the way it is then thats the way it will be..........it'll stay the same until it changes right?! But we've been doing this for three years..............can you as a man really just cut out any feeling and f***...........for three years????????????? LOL

Nettie sounds great by the way

Have a great week

Only

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When I said "rude" I meant rude as in sexy rude!!!!!!!!!

We were drinking belgian beer.....duty free................usually it's that or vodka.....it wasnt one of those evenings!! Bathmate had to drive early in the morning so two small bottles of beer was his limit.......................

Lol

Only

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Oh wow! I didnt realise you were a paramedic........I have nothing but praise for paramedics. I saved my ex's life once ( he eventually succeeded in killing himself last year) but it was so emotional, the ambulance didnt arrive it had gone to the wrong address in the wrong part of the city...I was on the phone to emergency being told how to perform CPR on Hughie, who had drunk god knows what and then slashed both wrists right to the bone, I have never seen so much blood, been so scared, so emotional.........so sad, all at once..I was a mess, but I saved his life......and to think you guys do this for a living..........truly amazing...you have my deepest respect.

Sleep well....

Hugs

Only

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If I know anything about women ( and being one I should!) Nettie does give a shit, but its a female thing to pretend you're doing just fine and dont miss the guy at all..............................hey thats just my take on it, I could be wrong, but anyone with a heart is affected by a split even if they dont know it.

Trice sounds nice!

Hugs

Only

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lol..........only kidding ( I wrote the last comment in wingdings!!) It said.......I'm flattered that you are enjoying my diary and have added me to your friends list......I have done the same!!!!!!!

Hugs

Only

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I am flattered that you added me to your faves....I have sone the same!!!!!!!!

xxxx

It's an amazing feeling when you finally find a "cosmic" link of some kind with someone...........I have found it with Bathmate....he's just scared of it, but knows it (smiling).......I have found a cosmic link with my new house and with Bathmate, I have found to some degree because of this , inner peace and have started drawing and writing music again........it's getting the "flow" right............

Coincidence is freaky isnt it *g*

Take care, and thanks for reading and leaving a note in my diary.

Only

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We keep going, going, going, going, growing tired and weary, a great big sleep is too simple, too easy, why fight so hard to give up so easy.

I agree, days like this do make a cold razor inviting, but, I always remember, then someone to clean up all that blood, I can't do that to the people I love.

Go to the tropics, I always wanted to drownd with a beautiful view, in warm clean, clear water.

In all actuallity, It has to get better, eventually, RIGHT. Not all things are dark dismal and destind to die, or hurt us.

I'm sure enough people ssaid it all already before me, so I won't say it again, you kinow all the encouraging, life is worth living stuff. :)  GOOD LUCK  no wait,,,,HANG IN THERE.

you ever see the posted of the kitten falling, and it says hang in there....yeap,,,he has bad days too.